Should be cramming…
About an hour till I have to take my stats test that I know absolutely nothing about. I totally bombed my bio test from earlier. The bio class is level 100! I’m not feeling good about this semester now 
. I did ok on my accounting test, not as well as I would have liked, but it wasn’t to bad. Part of my Econ project is due, Cisc is a lab and project, Acct is some other test and test corrections, and Bio is some reading, all what I need to do before Monday!
Work has been dull I shall say, don’t really feel the energy that I had for it before. Time for something new maybe? I just got an email about some desktop stuff, that I could go back into and the base pay hourly is more than what I get as base pay salary… Maybe, I’ll inquire for more details… The whole salary thing is cramping my style! I need some overtime to pay my bills… And my credit limit needs to be bumped up so I can buy stuff for my house.
Personal/social life has been like nonexistent. It’s Thursday and all the college kids are like I’m gonna go to this party and get SHIT FACED!!! I don’t feel the need to get shit faced and feel repulsed by the kids. Maybe subconsciously I just feel jealous that they actually have the time to get shit faced and I don’t. Also, noticed I called them kids… I’ve been doing that a lot lately, calling people kids… Hell, most of them are older than I. I’m still just 18, but only for a few weeks more. I feel so much older though, most people would guess older too… Jumping back to the job thing, if I dropped out of college I could actually focus on my job. I could be doing really well at the whole job/career thing, to the point that I could be running a department. I mean I would freaking hate doing the employee reviews, but I could do it. People would hate me for being in charge of them, having someone half your age giving you assignments kinda causes that though… I would flip if I had to listen to the demands of a 9 year old… Of course I couldn’t run a department at the current place, just because the whole web thing ain’t my area of expertise. Actually, nothing is today, but I can BS much better in other areas 
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Options and Opportunities… What’s the difference?
I wish I knew…