Work makes me sick :(
I’m feeling like crap, probably lack of sleep. I woke up today with no alarm, which is hella surprising because initially I thought oh shit I must of missed class and my test because my cell phone’s alarm sucks. My Nokias may have been old school but at least the alarm was decent and actually worked like a real alarm clock. Well, test didn’t go so well, it wasn’t like I didn’t know it, just didn’t have enough time to think it through, used combinations instead of permutations because well I just got confused at the end, scrambled to write something down and hope for a point or two. Of course just as I head out, I realize my error… It’s fucking freezing and I forgot to bring some thermals to keep me warm on my bike rides.
I came home and just kinda lost track of time, ended up being rather late to work : /. It’s not ok, but at the same time there are so many times that I work during lunch or after my shift so it’s kinda like being even. And apparently I did twice as many tickets as the next highest person, wow… Well, that’s always how it is, so I think I’ve really reached the end of the rope at his job. Time for a new one? Though I’m lazy and don’t want to interview and don’t think I’m going to do a long commute. If I did the long commute, I could earn literally twice as much as I am now. But, it would be a formal business stiff environment which I’m not totally into right now, maybe after graduation for the right offer 
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I’m tired and I have 8 am class, but yet I still can’t sleep. The uneasy issue of patching things up has got me all agitated and stressed out inside. A little depressed as I think of what once was and what is now. But there is no fucking reason for me to be sad and yet I just am almost at the verge of tears.
I need some endorphins, so I’m going to try to make some time for the gym tomorrow or a jog. Plus I’m getting fatter, my on so perfect jeans don’t fit and the overly obese jeans that I hated fit a bit snug. So definitely some exercise tomorrow….
sleepy time…zzzzzz