the times of kryptoniteglows

That is all….

Heh, work is almost like survivor or I just watch to much TV… But, I’ve had it with someone and I think they need to be voted off…

School project is going slowly, I don’t think our group has quite accomplished anything, so of the 5 members, there is:

Me - Elitist Bitch?

Member 2 - Wants to be the leader and I guess hates me

Member 3 - Wants to be a gansta…

Member 4- Doesn’t know what we are even doing

Member 5- I think actually posses some skills better than my own and actually has reading comprehension skills!

So with member 5 in the group, this is probably the most competent I’ve worked with (and you thought it was going to be the worst)…

With work and just 9 credits, I should have more time for life, but it seems I just end up sleeping alot. I love sleeping… I think I’ll do some of that now..

Another night of work and another night of me tearing my hair out at some of the stuff I see.. If this were a forum, someone would be saying these people are making baby jesus cry.

It’s also another semester, another group project, and even more headache, reading comprehension is apparently not a skill that is possessed by my group. This is going to suck…..

Tuition per semester is not $7k, but $7k for the year… I should of realized that, been going there for 3 years! So tuition for the fall semester is actually $3670 then there are the miscellaneous fees totaling the bill to $4075. A little more bearable, but I’m been a retard lately and have lost a $1k a year scholarship. That $500 would have helped, that’s 12% off right there! But nope, I just had to fail some classes and lose that. Not to mention I keep putting off mailing in some stuff for my Horatio Alger scholarship, now I don’t even know if I’ll be getting the $625 from that. I don’t know what my deal is lately, but with a few hundred bucks at stake, you would think I would be more adamant in following up with things….

Anyways, less than 2 weeks to go till vacation time! Starting today, I’m working the overnight shift at work. I’m a complete sell out, I gave up sunlight for a 15% shift differential. Shame on me….

I went fishing last Thursday off of Rt.9, I only caught one actual fish, a really light color catfish. My mom caught a bunch more than me. However, I spent a good majority of the time crabbing, I caught tons of crabs, so many that my right hand still hurts from scooping them all up. I even “caught” a snapping turtle, I pulled on my line thinking I had a super big crab, turned out it was the turtle and it swam off with my crab bait(shad)! Heh, I wonder if there is a turtle shitting out a long piece of string now…. My dad managed to somehow catch 4 carp, right in the spot I spent probably 2-3 hours in and only got the one catfish!

My brother shipped off for basic on the 5^th, now he is in basic at Fort Knox in Kentucky.

And the paper that nearly killed me to write, professor gave me an A-! I wouldn’t have given myself an A- for sure, but all that work finally feels worthwhile now. I was totally expecting a C or lower on the paper.

Well, that’s all there is to say.

I’m sure I’ve stolen my title from some song or movie. I love a guy or think I do or think I did, but I hate him too. Now, I can’t even speak to him, not that I could before, but I do have so many things I wish I could tell him, things I wish I could of told him. All to late I guess. Goodbye that guy.

I like my job for the most part, but it’s the source of so much aggravation and unnecessary stress. I try to reason, if they knew how to do this, I wouldn’t have a job. Yet sometimes it’s so not my job to help you with that issue. I try and I try, but you act as if I’m the one that needs help. Wish I could say goodbye insane job and hello more sane job and more money too.

School, some classes I actually get some knowledge out of. I’ve actually found some of the things interesting, but then there is at least 50% of that other stuff or filler that I have to pay for that makes me want to shoot myself. Goodbye school, but I’ve invested so much time and effort for it all to be a waste.