Hmm…

June 18th, 2005

Another job decision to make… Should I take a job that I would probably be more happy with, but double my commute? It wouldn’t really be that bad once I start school again, because I would already have to drive about that far for school… I’ve only been in my current position for about 2 months, I’m starting to like mold into the job per say. The current job is certainly not something I want to do long term (like one year+, it’s ok now and pays the bills), so here is the opportunity for me to do something else, a lot sooner than I thought. On the other hand, I should see how much better I can do in my current role and see where it leads from there? I’ll have to think this one over…

Havok filled day with Mike, got a shit load done. LAN is in less than 12 hours! We were able to get a ton of sponsors and the sponsors really hooked us up!

4 out of 5 classes!

June 17th, 2005

Haha, I ended up getting registered for 4 out of the 5 classes I had selected. The last class I really couldn’t get because it is for seniors only and I’m only a lowly sophomore right now. The funny thing is that I don’t have the prereqs for 3 out of the 4 classes I’m currently registered for. 2 of them are in progress and I’m going to try my hardest to learn the 3 on my own.

Here is how you can see your classes ahead of time:
1. Log into SIS+
2. Select Academic Records & Registration
3. Academic Progress report your major (if you are like me and your major’s requirements aren’t defined yet, then select the link right below it and put in any major)
4. Select program if it ask, if not, skip to step 5.
5. Viola, lots of text, but scroll to bottom and you should see what classes you have taken and what classes you are registered for!

Revised: Dave

June 16th, 2005

“Fucking Dave again…” was a pretty bad way to name that last entry. Anyhow, it wasn’t exactly well thought or laid out since it was around 2 am when I wrote it.

Some of this will be a restatement of what I had said before, so skip it unless you are bored.

Dave made the accusation of saying that I think I’m perfect then went on with a list of what I suppose were personal attacks on me. However, due to his poor grammar, it came out illogical or it was simply illogical to begin with. The whole thing between me and him has been dragged out for months.

From either side of the picture (his or mine), it is nothing less than his fault. The picture is clear, he LIED to me. It doesn’t matter what or when, just the fact that he did it, no dispute there. I had gotten rid of everything that eluded to us ever being together, deleted or trashed about a month ago. It was done and good, he was the one that decided to contact me. I didn’t do anything except catch him in his attempts to deceive me.

So as far as I care, he could of stayed the fuck out of my life. If I thought I was so perfect, there would have been no fucking way I would have ever gotten involved with him in the first place. As for him “dropping” me, he knew it was coming and just did it before me. I figured I would give him enough respect to at least talk about things before that and do it in person , not in an email. Not that I didn’t care about him, but that he wasn’t really the person that I thought he was. I was more in love with the idea of him than the actual him.

Fucking Dave again…but for the last time i hope

June 16th, 2005

I won’t lie, I’m fucking pissed off. Dave turned into me, except he ain’t good at it. It actually makes him look dumb, but anyhow. His email to me:

Revision of my conversations in past hour.
Talked to m*** several times on setting up trip Place – no arguments there Talked to N**** arranging getting trip scheduled around her trip to Place, none there Talked to **, discussed his rims, what he was doing, how busy his day was, where I was ect ect…Oh my god, again …. no contradictions, in one friggen email you managed to find two diffrent points to argue on….

And I apologize if there are any grammatical mistakes, I do understand that your perfect and can’t handle that…..oh yeah except…. You live at your parents, you drive a fucked up neon, you cant hold a conversation without pissing someone off…you can count your friends you see regularly on one hand, although in computer field you probably don’t know what the hell a coulomb is, you slur when ya talk, if you figgin talk, the only way you have to communicate to the outside world is through a ridiculous website that you have actually can fit your ENTIRE life on. Oh yeah and I guess considering the points on this paragraph…..you think your fucking perfect.

basically, point is…if you were so god damn special I wouldn’t have dropped ya so quit acting so high and fucking mighty or just leave me the hell alone.

You pick!

First pargraph, ehh, not much to talk about there.

Second paragraph, um no you fucking didn’t.
Yes, I live with my parents, so what? I can stand them and they can stand me? I mean what the hell point is he trying to make? Is he so fantastic because he left home when he was 17 and didn’t finish high school or get a GED? Plus my house has more than one bathroom!
Yes, I drive a Neon that I don’t particularly like all that much, but guess what? It goes from point A to point B, good enough for me. I can drop cash for a brand new spanking car, something he has never done (not that he couldn’t, just that he hasn’t). Again, really what was the point of that? I can’t even figure out the logic behind this one, like where the fuck was he trying to go with it? Plus, you know what? I’m a full time college student! What do I need with a better car anyhow? I rather use my money towards paying off my tuition. But of course, what would I expect from someone who doesn’t even have a high school diploma? I mean, take your fucking brain and think about it logically! Since it’s my first car, I’m likely to fuck it up, just like you and whatever crazy ass truck you bought. Better that I fuck up a car that is already messed up than one that I paid 20K+ for!
If I really did piss people off every time I talked, I would have been fired already. And I do talk, but with the way act, I was probably to fucking scared to say much around you.
Where the fuck does he even get off talking about my friends? I definitely see more than 5 friends on a regular basis. I mean, am I suppose to talk about his huge circle of friends? I happen to keep friends that I actually like! And at least I’m not so fucking desperate for friends that I let them overrun my house!
What about a coulomb? That is the most ridiculous shit right there, what the heck does that have to do with anything? It concerns electricity…not really feeling like elaborating right now.
I don’t slur, I do tend to talk fast though. If you can’t keep up, ask me to slow down.
I keep the website because I don’t feel like telling several different people the same damn thing. He is the one that looks at my website and makes all sort of assumptions about my life! Of course I could fit my ENTIRE life on here, but I don’t I’m sure I misunderstood what he really meant there because of his poor grammar.

I really fucking hate anyone that makes claims to know what I think, especially about myself! I don’t even have to dispute it, at no time have I or will I ever think I’m anywhere near being perfect. I just can’t fucking believe that at one time I thought he was.

I’m not acting all high and mighty!!! Where he got that, I don’t even know. Maybe because I like to use proper grammar? Yea, hold that against me..

Wow, less than 2 days ago I was special and still am and now I’m not at all! Leave him alone? He was the one that contacted me first this time!

My basic points, he is way out of his league trying to argue with me. He has done nothing with these exchange of emails except show me that I was right all along. He had mislead me and he lied to me when he had no reason to! He is living up to his title of asshole for sure. No wonder his old girlfriend cheated on him multiple times…

To personal? Well he got personal first.

He is the one that is acting all high and mighty, thinking he is something special because he has “experienced” life. I’m sorry but I can do without the life experiences of being tasered by the cops, getting arrested, and getting my ass beat by some people at the bar.

class = dull

June 15th, 2005

haha, i’m suppose to be in my accounting class right now, but i got bored and left for the lab. aren’t i just terrible? i’m also quite the tard, i just figured out like an hour ago something that was really stupid and simple from last night. i was chatting or whatever with dave and blah blah i said the time to get to washington dc was like 3-4 hours and he was like it was just 2-2.5. for the life me i’m trying to figure out why i’m like so far off cause even if you drive fast, you ain’t getting there in 2 hours. well, finally hit me, where does dave live and where do i live? just that drive would be 1-1.5 in itself! dummy dummy dummy… ok maybe i should go back to class now and get the education i paid 1/3 of…