the times of kryptoniteglows

It’s two in the morning and I’m not asleep yet. I think it’s because it’s so damn hot. I never replaced the broken A/C here because the parents said it would cool off and I shouldn’t waste the money. Right about now, I would have been fucking happy and probably asleep if I had just bought the $250 A/C. Hell, there would have been a week and a half that I could have comfortably slept…

Also, I maxed out one of the credit cards because I had to buy more books, that just isn’t going to be good… I owe an exorbitant amount and maxed out all in just a month of getting the credit card. Class today wasn’t really great. I went to International Economics “late”, the class starts at 11, but the professor doesn’t wear a watch so she started all early. I swear I walked in and had not a clue of what she was talking about, it was English and all, but I didn’t understand a good 99% of it! I thought I was in the wrong room, but not wanting to look stupid I sat down in a seat in the almost entirely full room. Double checked the schedule and it was where I was suppose to be.. Sadly my comprehension during the rest of the class didn’t quite improve that much and I have 2 chapters to read by Thursday along with some other stuff I think she told us to do. Also got assigned a project to do on the People’s Republic of China with these other students. One of them is a freshman! What is a freshman doing in a 300 level class?

I went to accounting and that was cool. MIS meeting. Then Stats class which is suppose to be 2 hours, but was like 15 minutes. So I got out early for the day and went over to a friend’s house for a little bit. Probably the best part of the day were the random friends I met up with, although none of the people I talked to were people I knew exclusive from going to UD. Of course chilling with friends cost me in reading time, I have like 5 chapters I need to read and I’ve only done 2 of them so far. I have 2 more classes tomorrow and I have a feeling it will be more reading. Ugh…

Schedule is already hectic enough but I want to add these online courses to my schedule, they are in some subjects that I would probably like knowing more about, but timewise I’m already spread so freaking thin….

I should be closing on the house by mid October, sucks that it is taking so long. I’m not even sure how I’m going to handle my move. I haven’t started packing or anything yet! I need to stop charging stuff, so this means no HyperX RAM, no Klipsch speakers, no raptor drives, and I just realized this was all computer stuff. I honestly don’t need those thing either, but what I do need is a new lighter weight laptop. My current one is so flipping heavy, I was carrying it around all day today! Only thing I can go buy are new panties because it would sound gross if I weren’t allowed to. Not that there is anything wrong with mine now, but I’ve been meaning to get new stuff for a while… Of course I’ll get reasonable priced stuff, no $30 thongs or $50 lacey things. Haha…

And I keep thinking in my head what a difference a year makes, the person that I thought was the most perfect man in the world seems like this almost complete loser that preys on young girls, basically because that is where his own maturity level is at. For his credit, I did only say almost complete as there are some things that he excels at, but at life he sucks! I love saying suck at life… Yea, that single comment will probably cost me big time, but I just had to say it. It does make me feel better to tell the whole world… I already know I’ll come to regret saying it when it comes to bite me in my big giant ass :(, but in my mind it was going to come anyhow… Now I realize I haven’t even associated a name with all this, maybe they won’t realize it’s a comment directed towards them? Hmm.. they would have to be mighty dense… To late to think about repercussions now.

Another thing, I’ve discovered I’m a racist! I just can’t seem to find myself to be attracted to Asian boys. I mean, I’m Asian, so what is wrong with me? I should be able to like and date guys of my own ethnicity, but for some reason I can’t. I’m, also not really the typical Asian girl anyhow…

So 2:30ish now, I’m out because Shawn like died and stop talking to me anyhow. That tard!

Um shit, only have had my credit cards for about a month and I owe 3 grand already! I should take people’s advice and hide the evil things now.

I don’t need a new video card, 2 GB of ram, 10k drives, furniture, and things. Seriously no more purchases but food, gas, and stuff that is REQUIRED for school. So buying a UD hoodie doesn’t count as stuff for school.

We all know I’m not gonna make it… Hey at least I’m a persistant quitter…

ACCT-208 ACCOUNTING II            TR     1230-0145PM
BISC-103 PRINCIPLES OF BIOLOGY    MWF    0905-0955AM
CISC-181 INTRO COMPUTER SCIENCE   MWF    1010-1100AM
				   M      1115-1205PM
ECON-340 INTERNATIONAL ECONOMICS  TR     1100-1215PM
MATH-202 INTRO TO STATISTICAL MET T      0700-0900PM
				   R      0700-0900PM

That’s my shopping list… I just filled out the rebate form and stuck it in an envelope, but no stamps. It’s for a new wireless router for my new place :), I’m going to have to test it out though. I’m not sure if I’ll actually place in some physical wires through out the house by running some cat5e or let the wireless do it’s job. If I do place in wires, I’m going to have to do it like really soon because my dad is going to rip out the carpet for me… Still waiting on closing though, hope it is soon so I can save some gas. I feel like my house is kind of tiny more and more I think about it. I don’t know if it’s because it’s so empty now or what. Though I think it’s because it’s a ranch house that the lack of a second level or a basement makes it feel small… I’m going to give it a year and decide because it’s a good investment. Much better than say cars or something like that…

My mom has been really nice to me lately, as if some effort to get me to stay home. Normally she seems to whine and bitch to me about getting stuff done, but she’s has been relatively quiet and actually doing stuff for me unasked! It’s crazy, she did the laundry without yelling at me, actually cooked me food when I was hungry, did the dishes, and just other stuff!

My textbook bill actually comes out to over $700! I thought I was actually getting a good deal at the book store, but turns out that I actually didn’t get 2 things I need that I had ordered. Then they like super gouged me over a hundred and fifty bucks on this book that was listed at just over a hundred. The damn thing only has like 500 pages and I’m paying like out my ass for it! It better be a damn good book! Also, some book that I have been borrowing from a friend forever (sorry David) that I thought I could use for this semester is well now the old edition. I have to get the new edition now… So there skyrockets my bill! I’m a little pissed because there goes my paycheck!

Actually I placed the books on my credit card and I get a little extra time to pay for them because of that. I put them on there because I get some points back too, now I’m a few points closer to whatever stuff they reward me with for spending my money. If this has been on my debit card, I would have been mad pissed because my bills would be bouncing and all that… Of course I can’t blame them, I agreed to their terms of sales that the order total presented was only an estimation and that my actual total maybe greater or less… Damn fine print!

I guess I should give a review of the LAN on Saturday as well. The turnout was unexpected! I think Mike and I will agree that it far exceeded our expectations. It was one of those LANs that was really like the basement feel to it, where everyone was kind of just gaming for fun without lag. The LAN ended a bit earlier than previously scheduled because of the power issues we ran into. We had a good idea of everything going on this time, but I kind of feel we lacked in preparation in other areas. The circuit breaker room was locked this time and the hojos guy didn’t know anything about getting our power back. At some point, he started flipping all 30 of the breakers! Definitely some goals and stuff to do there once there is a time line. With Mike in Virginia, things are definitely a little quiet about Havok, but we are growing at a fairly rapid pace as well… An oxymoron or something I guess is what I just did…

Other stuff, some drunk dude jump/fell off the roof of the old bank and his head like exploded. Of course I didn’t witness this, but apparently there was all sorts of cops, fire fighters, ambulances, and other stuff for it. There was a clean up crew that had to like use chemicals to clean the stuff off the ground, eww!

Some AIM programmers with too much free time on their hands made AIMFight. I’m not popular enough :(.

I’ve been having weird dreams, I can’t really recall them, but they are strangely like realistic. I think I have like full conversations with people in them about stuff that we would talk about and it’s just well weird…

School starts Tuesday, I don’t even know what my classes are or what time they start. I’m going to have to update the PDA or just learn to read this calendar thing I made… I just realized I bought a new bookbag for no good reason, because when do I not have my laptop with especially when I have that C++ class? I’ve got to code! Or maybe not, I had to buy a smart card so I can use the Unix terminals, so maybe they have changed the system and SSH is no longer allowed? Grr…

Anyhow I’m gone on that the destination sometimes just doesn’t matter, it’s the journey that counts. Really dumb, but whatever…

Just realized that I haven’t made an entry on Saturday in a while, so today there shall be one! Work is confusing, I had scheduled off for today in advance, then I got added back on, then it was corrected. Either way, I’m not at work! I even got some things done, like pick up my books from UD and my parking sticker. I opted to not buy some things like this clicker and some books because I already had them, well for some reason UD added the clicker thing back to my order! Which in turn I suppose was a good thing because I needed it as it’s like a new version. I can’t believe they make new versions of the clickers, next thing you know they are making you buy a new TI graphing calculator every single year.

I’m going to head to the LAN, I didn’t bring my box as I thought I was going to head to work and let my brother use my laptop. I’m kinda tired though, so I guess I better go win some Bawls or something at the LAN. Bawls actually gave Havok a poster with our logo on it, except they blew up one of our lower res logos and it’s kinda blah. I’ll get pictures when I go back. Turn out may be a little lower than expected as it’s UD move in day and everyone is trying to squeeze in that last vacation.

Classes start Tuesday! Not looking forward to it, especially since I haven’t even closed on my house yet, so moving looms in the future. Until I move in, it’s going to be the half hour commute from Wilmington to Newark, which really blows because then I got to wait for the bus to get me to class from the far away parking lot! I don’t want to get up at 8 am and not get home till 1 am! And omg… The Thursday nights are gonna be horrific, gotta party, but then class is at 9 the next morning.

Now I must go….