the times of kryptoniteglows

Haribo Gold-Bears are undoubtedly the best gummy bears ever! I had to buy a pack to use this coupon at Office Max (need one penny more to reach the required total, so technically I added a bag of candy and got it for free…)

Anyhow, an update on life. I haven’t heard anything about my house in a while, I’m worried now. I want my house! It’s funny I’m the first one being kicked out of the house, my parents hate me that much ;). Though at the same time I guess I’m not quite being kicked out, just relocated… I really need my house soon because I’ve taken over my living room to the point that one can barely walk through it. I’ve bought so much stuff lately, I think I’m going into a cash freeze. No more spending except on gas and food.

School starts in less than a week and I am so not ready! I have but one text book for class and I don’t even have the pre order in. I need to get on that tomorrow, I know I said that sometime last week too, but Shawn got me back in Diablo II again. I hate the game and I suck at it, but I’m an addicted nut.

Work is going bleh, I wish I knew more, but I don’t. They might bump me up to analyst which would mean less calls and more busting out tickets. I’m like an analyst half the time I’m there now, which is kinda cool. Though I want the actual title too. It seems lately I tell people where I work and they are like wtf is that????? Haha, oh well I’m getting paid is the important thing right?

My ass is getting so fat : /. I’ve eaten nothing but junk food lately, don’t have time for real food. Fast food like every single day, it just can’t be good for me. Definitely need to hit the gym next month.

I’m not getting married either, my parents would kill me anyhow.

And hello warfare.office.aol.com ! Actually that’s Mike hitting my site while at AOL, when I first saw it in my logs, I was like wtf welfare people from AOL are hitting the site, what the heck for? Warfare is weird to, maybe Mike is working on building an AOL online army to take over the internet, I don’t know… Oh yea, me and Frances are going to rob the banks on Friday. Haha…

Stupid, ulgy Pontiac Aztek… I guess it was more so the driver of the said car than anything else. The jerk parked right in front of my driveway because their dumb ass couldn’t read the exit sign. So as I get ready to go out, I can’t! Turned my entire Thursday night into a dud. I was going to wait it out to see whose car it was and give them a piece of my mind or just fuck with their car a bit… Long story short, I fell asleep during my wait and when I awoke the car was gone. And it was to late in the night to really do much, everyone else was kinda dissolving into the night and I know it’s because I wasn’t out with them! So should that Aztek ever park in my driveway again, there will be mad hell to pay because they could have easily just parked further down the street where they aren’t blocking someone’s driveway!!!

Since I took that nap, I’m totally not tired at all and just up at 4 in the morning. So here I am bitching about dumb shit once again. I want the keys to my house already, I keep buying small things for it, but I can’t get any of the major stuff out of the way because technically the house is not mine yet and I have no place to put it here. I need a butt load of furniture and appliances. More so appliances than anything else because I can kind of do without furniture for a little while. There is going to be brand new carpeting or flooring put in anyway so the floor is good enough to sit on! I don’t want a landline telephone because then my parents will probably call every night to check if I’m home! Hehe, with just a cell, I can totally fake it.. ;).

School is just days away and I have none of my books yet! Ekk! I should totally get on that tomorrow. So I’ve got 5 classes and each of the professors want 2 newly published books for their classes, I think this was running me $600 to $700… I really forget and UD’s site is down for their nightly stuff. I bought a new book bag! I didn’t really need to but, I just did want to carry around my matrix backpack (for laptop carrying) if I didn’t actually have my laptop with me. The old one still kinda works but the leather on the bottom of the bag is developing a hole so better not risk that shit, would be terribly embarrassing if I was walking around and the bag decided to split. I could totally imagine that happening to me : /.

Tomorrow, I got to take my stupid grandpa to get his retirement shit done. Hopefully this gets him the fuck out of here, not that it matters since I’m moving. However, I just hate this guy, everyone hates him! That’s why his wife is halfway around the world and has no desire to see him. I wonder how that’s going to work when he goes back to China… The guy is just a natural born asshole…

I got carded for buying cigarettes the other day… I guess I just thought it was funny. Makes me scared to go to the liquor store… Not that I need to drink anymore, but I do need to keep a small stock at my new place, for company and the like. Definitely not for me to drink…Haha…

I’m like 2/3 of my way to this goal I set, I think it’s great. Though I’m getting worried that I won’t make the last 1/3 or more so once I make the goal that I will just go right completely against it… I don’t know what to do anymore…It’s just a hard decision to decide if you want to keep a person in your life, but where you see a constant conflict that will occur or just do without them and without the conflict, but just a little feeling inside always wondering… It’s a no win situation, I can’t forgive or forget what happened even though I should, especially by now. Ehh, fuck it I guess, whatever happens, happens right?

Work is getting so dull, I think I want to do something else, but I can’t leave the job because I have bills to pay. The house definitely ain’t cheap and most of the bills are associated with the house. School isn’t so much, but it’s another expense, plus FOOD! Omg, eating out adds up to sooooooooo much! I so need to learn to cook or get me cookbook with simple easy stuff to make or I’m gonna be stuck on the pbj and ramen diet. Or I need to find the perfect housemate… I doubt that’s going to happen, I’ll need someone to cook and clean and mow the lawn and do my laundry and I don’t know what else. Sounds like I’m looking for a wife, lol. To bad I’m suppose to be the wife, my husband is going to be mad :(. Anyhow, here I am getting further integrated in Delaware. I really can’t just pack up and go anymore, I’m tied down to not just school anymore, but a house and a job. It’s scary, even more so when I throw the husband in there, but he’s not really tied down… I guess I can migrate over to Maryland though, I’m moving so close to the state lines :), but the darn evil taxes…

I just bought something through amazon and now I get an email from them wanting to know more about my parent’s restaurant for their yellow pages. WTF???? The email says oh we see the address that you are shipping to matches the address of this restaurant so let us know more about it! That’s a bit creepy, like they are cross checking my address with some database for this stuff, who knows what else they are doing with my information? It’s like the one time they recommended me 2 like huge boxes of condoms and a tube of ky, all on the same page! Amazon is like the walmart on the internet! They have records of every single item I’ve ever bought and they still make recommendations based on those purchases, just because I bought an Eminem cd (yes I bought a cd) like 5 years ago means I might like to purchase this D12 cd! Or because I bought some Harry Potter books that I would like every single Harry Potter thing ever made! It’s amazing technology, but at the same time a little broke. If I just bought a $200 mixer, what makes them think I would like to buy another? And a cheaper less power version at that!

Hmm….running out of things to write down so that some other bored person will have something to read… I got another credit card! Yay! Up to $2000 in credit, funny thing is that at the moment my debit card actually exceeds that amount. I guess normally my debit card doesn’t have much in funds, but I’m putting a lot there so I can cover my stuff for school and stuff for the house. Kind of nodding off and kind of keep getting distracted so time to call it a night…or morning since it’s like 5:30 now…

I’ve turned into a nonstop partier, except tonight where I’m updating this thing. So I come home at 4 or 5 in the morning because my parents are asleep and don’t know if I came home then or just 1 or 2. They may just catch on sometime… I get to sleep for a few hours before I go back to work for a long ass time then it’s out to partying again. Sort of like rinse and repeat…

But it’s good to get it out of my system, I’m gonna get all settle down soon, I’m getting married! Haha, ain’t that just smurfy? I wonder how long I could keep that as a secret from my parents, once they know about it, they are gonna kill me :(.

And I’m gonna kill Dell because they sent me a new LCD that has a dead pixel and they claim it’s industry standard to have 6 so I’m suppose to be lucky or something… I might have to Milton their asses…

Fuck a title for this one, just read an email from work and it made me laugh, I must be off my rocker or something:

Everyone -

I need from each of you a detailed account of everything you've done with
SERVERNAME over the course of this weekend.

- Mr. Net Ops guy

*Certain names have been changed or removed to protect the innocent.

I don’t know why it’s funny, but it made me laugh, that’s how big of a nerd I am. Anyhow, I’ve been on like this constant string of just partying for the entire month of August because I know once I start school I’m going to have like no time for this stuff. This week was a bit wilder than normal, but it’s one of those things where we don’t talk about the details ;).

I missed Mike’s going away party and I feel badly about it because I was just to tired to go. I think I would have fallen asleep while driving if I went, that’s how tired I am from the past 2 days. Bright and early this morning I went to the house with the agent and it turns out the room that I thought was the master bedroom is really the “family room”. Screw that! However, I’d be scared to sleep in my room if I could like see outside the sliding glass doors. There are two sets of sliding glass doors on the house, but no deck! That’s simply wrong! Well, eventually I’ll get a deck put in…. It’s cool that I have a lawn and yard, but means I got to cut it! I want to get a new doggy to go with the house, but I know I just don’t have the time :(, I barely take care of my goldfish (correction: I don’t take care of them at all). And cats are mean… So much to do before I move in :0.

That’s about all I really care to share :p.

In a good way. Had lunch with one of my old bosses this morning and checked out his Harley. I didn’t ride it or nothing, didn’t want to think about wanting a new toy ;). So I checked out the new place I’m moving to and its mega sweet. It definitely needs a paint job, but that shouldn’t be to hard. The master bedroom is great, I think I’ll make that my room. The room is huge for one thing, there is my own personal bathroom, and sliding glass doors that go outside (yea, like duh, where else would they go?). Kitchen is moderate size for a place like this, it doesn’t have like it’s own little island in the middle, but I can’t fucking cook anyhow. One car garage, don’t think I’ll be using it for car though, the driveway will fit 2 cars at least. I’m also right across from 2 parks, so people can always park there. Verizon’s FIOS is not available at the house, but I should be able to get DSL or Cable. There is kind of a cement porch in the front of the house, but in the backyard there is not deck or porch. I really would love to get a deck poured so there would be less grass to cut, but that is going to cost $$ and will just have to wait. The downside is that the cost is a bit more than I expected. Since the house is so BIG the utilities, mainly the heating is going to be a lot more than I thought. I’ll manage though and hopefully I’m going to have a few people move in and that will help reduce the expense.

And my parents are cool with the move, it’s because they don’t love me : /. Back to the house though, I need to buy a truckload of furniture for that place! So yay for shopping! The house is already costing me a load of cash, so it might have to be milk crate seats for a little while, lol. I can’t wait anyhow, I’m a little scared at the same time. Like paying all the expenses and just living kind of alone. I can’t cook still and I can’t do my own laundry! I’m practically 19 years old and I have yet to do a load of laundry!

Anyways, here is a picture of Sasha!