the times of kryptoniteglows

My to do list is growing larger and larger, guess I can forget about having fun this Saturday. I have to get food for the house…I have like nothing…

First law of thermodynamics
- Energy cannot be be created or destroyed
Second law of thermodynamics
- Energy changes are not 100% efficient
Amount of useful energy decreases
Disorder, or entropy, increases

About an hour till I have to take my stats test that I know absolutely nothing about. I totally bombed my bio test from earlier. The bio class is level 100! I’m not feeling good about this semester now :(. I did ok on my accounting test, not as well as I would have liked, but it wasn’t to bad. Part of my Econ project is due, Cisc is a lab and project, Acct is some other test and test corrections, and Bio is some reading, all what I need to do before Monday!

Work has been dull I shall say, don’t really feel the energy that I had for it before. Time for something new maybe? I just got an email about some desktop stuff, that I could go back into and the base pay hourly is more than what I get as base pay salary… Maybe, I’ll inquire for more details… The whole salary thing is cramping my style! I need some overtime to pay my bills… And my credit limit needs to be bumped up so I can buy stuff for my house.

Personal/social life has been like nonexistent. It’s Thursday and all the college kids are like I’m gonna go to this party and get SHIT FACED!!! I don’t feel the need to get shit faced and feel repulsed by the kids. Maybe subconsciously I just feel jealous that they actually have the time to get shit faced and I don’t. Also, noticed I called them kids… I’ve been doing that a lot lately, calling people kids… Hell, most of them are older than I. I’m still just 18, but only for a few weeks more. I feel so much older though, most people would guess older too… Jumping back to the job thing, if I dropped out of college I could actually focus on my job. I could be doing really well at the whole job/career thing, to the point that I could be running a department. I mean I would freaking hate doing the employee reviews, but I could do it. People would hate me for being in charge of them, having someone half your age giving you assignments kinda causes that though… I would flip if I had to listen to the demands of a 9 year old… Of course I couldn’t run a department at the current place, just because the whole web thing ain’t my area of expertise. Actually, nothing is today, but I can BS much better in other areas ;).

Options and Opportunities… What’s the difference?
I wish I knew…

Feeling guilty yet again for talking to him… In some ways I feel better talking to him than I did in the past, that nervous feeling is gone, probably because I don’t care like I did before. I need to just quit him once and for all, but some part of me can’t let go. Even though I got rid about every single piece of his existence in my life, he is always back, almost wish I could really totally erase him from my mind like in that movie….

Now with the stupid mushy gushy stuff out of the way. I’m so tired, closing on a house is tiring work. I went to the house this morning to check it out before the papers were signed and everything was alright, then I head to class parking in the parking garage at school in the interest of making it on time to Econ for once. Then I had accounting after that. My parents went to the bank and met up with the lawyer and the agent was there to help them. After class, I decide to take a trip to my house. Hopped on one of the UD buses, that only took me part of the way. The walk took 15 minutes from the entrance of Towne Court apartments on Elkton Road. Wish they stopped at the entrance on Casho Mill Road, but the buses now have stickers that now say that “This bus will not clear the tunnel on Casho Mill Road”. I guess they must have tried or something….

The water was turned back on to the house, but apparently there was some confusion as to where the electricity came from. They thought it was Delmarva, but it was really the City of Newark. So my parents take me to the Office for the city and after some confusion, they say they will come out and install the meter for electric. I have my parents drop me off at school after that because I need to go get my car and meet up with the city guys and they need to get home. Heh it cost me $5 bucks to park my car for just like 3-4 hours. What a freaking rip… Get to my house and start waiting for the dudes to come. I start doing other random things like getting in contact with the insurance people to see if I can get some better rates and what not. A lot of time has past and I don’t have the number for the Office of the city, so I call my bro to look it up for me and of course his Google skills are the sux at best. Well, I decide to go outside and low and behold!!! My meter had already been installed! I felt like a retard and was glad my bro didn’t find the number, otherwise I might have chewed them out for making me wait so long.

Not much else I can do at the house today, so lock up and back to school I go. I spend hours sitting in front my laptop and my stats book trying to get knowledge in me. I think it was a big waste because when I went to stats I spent all of 5 minutes putting my name on the paper and reading the quiz and turning it in because I didn’t understand a lick of it. I was like fuck it and said I was done for the day. Drove home getting gas on the way, before Rita hits! Well, I had actually let it run pretty low, it was under half full! I have this thing about keeping my gas tank full… Plus my car seems to accelerate faster with a thankful of gas…

Brings me to my apparent cockiness while driving now, think it’s because I’ve been passing cops at 20-25 MPH over the limit and not getting stopped at all. Now that I’ve said that, I’ve jinxed myself. I’m sure I’ll be getting that first ticket soon… The Christiana Mall is like a little mini race track… Or a maze is more accurate, either way, feel like I’m in some video game everything I go. The amazingly U curve on the “mall road” should not be taken at speeds exceeding 75 MPH, it probably shouldn’t even be taken at that speed especially if there are other cars around. I think the posted limit is 35 MPH : /. Then there is the problem that I always get lost at the mall, in the parking lot in my car and inside the mall as well…

Here ends my boring rant, I’ve had a long day and should be ready to drop right into bed, but I can’t due to my crazy body chemistry that doesn’t let me sleep this early. However, everyone seems to be going to bed early despite it’s fucking THURSDAY, maybe I’ll try to sleep early and get that good night of sleep I haven’t had in a while.

Who knows what adventures the next day shall bring….

This is like my 3rd post for the day… That’s kinda sad, not kinda sad, it’s really sad… Know what else is sad, I called Comcast and turned my internet back on. It’s not back yet, but the dude totally agreed that I should have got a cut on the pricing from their retention department. Fucking BS that I pay $42.95 for 4 MB when I can get 15 MB FIOS for $44.95! Of course I don’t want to get it hooked up and acquire the taste for that type of speed when I’m moving to Newark and get only meh speeds on whatever I get.

Accounting test didn’t go as smoothly as I hoped :(, the big problem at the end was with schedules, I suck with those. Income statements are so Accounting I…

So blah blah blah….