the times of kryptoniteglows

This is like my 3rd post for the day… That’s kinda sad, not kinda sad, it’s really sad… Know what else is sad, I called Comcast and turned my internet back on. It’s not back yet, but the dude totally agreed that I should have got a cut on the pricing from their retention department. Fucking BS that I pay $42.95 for 4 MB when I can get 15 MB FIOS for $44.95! Of course I don’t want to get it hooked up and acquire the taste for that type of speed when I’m moving to Newark and get only meh speeds on whatever I get.

Accounting test didn’t go as smoothly as I hoped :(, the big problem at the end was with schedules, I suck with those. Income statements are so Accounting I…

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I could be studying for my accounting test in a few hours, but I’m like a pro at that shit. I took the practice test and it included this section that we hadn’t cover and I got that shit without to much trouble. This stuff is like easier than accounting I, so I’m hoping to ace this class. Econ seems to be getting better, she is taking off those ridiculous course compass test that she was making us do before. Those things were time consuming and frustrating, my graph is off by a millimeter and my entire question is wrong!

I got my days mixed up, so I don’t have my laptop to waste time on. I’m in some lab class until a class comes. I need to get working internet again, my imap doesn’t work so I can’t simply open Outlook for my email. I got to sign into the webmail and type my login in. Oh the horror! Not to mention my lack of ability to use FTP and SSH…

2 am, 3 am, 4 am, it’s all the same, I’m not going to get enough sleep. Today was kinda of like crap, mostly because I spent till 4 am on my lab for C++. I didn’t mean to, but the fact that I couldn’t figure it out was bothering me enough to lose sleep. So I went to bed thinking I was all gonna be ready for my lab today. Well, that doesn’t happen. Technical issues occurred… Worst of all, it wasn’t even my code! However, due to the technical issues, I made changes to my good code! So of course once the technical issues were resolved, I had problems with the code. Quite annoying and I didn’t even get started on the lab that we were actually suppose to be doing today. I’m not going to have enough time to catch up this weekend either because settlement is on Thursday!!!

How will I manage? I don’t even know… I’m a mess as is…

I though I was gonna be able to get cheap Cavtel at my new place, but they don’t offer DSL at my address!!!! WTF????? I’m mad, means I’ll have to go Comcast or Verizon. I’m kinda hating on Comcast because they let me cancel my service, no offer of a lower rate or anything. However, if they don’t budge on their manic price, screw them! Verizon’s FIOS is actually 15 MB and only $44.95! A buck more and like 4 times the speeds of my cable. I guess I might go call tomorrow again and bitch because I can’t FTP or SSH over proxy so I can’t compile my C++ stuff or upload stuff to my site in a “correct” way. Like my wordpress install is one version behind the latest, shame on me for not updating and I haven’t done any back ups of the database that this runs on. So if the server holding my stuff like died, well everything would be gone and I would have to scrap whatever I could out of Google’s cached pages…

I REALLY need to make time for the gym or otherwise fit some activity in, I’m getting fatter again :(. Scale is going the wrong way!!! It’s hard because I feel tired all the time and keep thinking I will seriously just drop over from exhaustion. I don’t even know what kinda of activity I want to do, the gym is so solitary and lonely. Heh.. I just remember my new house is across the street from the park. I’m crazy, my flow of thoughts went from me being at the park, to stalkers at the park, to me looking at the park from inside the house being the stalker…. That made absolutely no sense at all, but it’s quite alright.

Oh the other crappy thing today, since I was trying to repair my code, I ended up being late for work because I had to wait forever for the retarded shuttle bus and got stuck on the crappy computer at work. Simple logic would tell me to just move elsewhere, but I’m to glued to that being my area to move anywhere else. It’s probably the worst place for me to sit because it’s like 30 degrees colder than anywhere else in the call center. I literally can not afford to be sick, so I’ve been trying to get some daily vitamin C.

Man oh man, none of my thoughts are focused tonight and stuff is flying left and right…. I’m just gonna go to bed and hope class doesn’t really depend on me to have done the reading….