4:30 AM
December 13th, 2005My head definitely hurts now and I’m not even studying, just wasting time. I got to be at my house tomorrow at 11 so Comcast can install my shizzle even though I hate them and their service, but they are the only company that currently provides broadband in Newark, those monopolistic bastards!!!! Anyhow I’ll soon have digital cable and internet or another hundred bucks down the drain a month.
Then later in the day I’ve got a stats final that I have yet to even begin studying for. I didn’t learn like a single thing in that class, I got an 80 on the last exam, I think I got really lucky with guessing because it didn’t make any darn sense at all. The econ test today could have been worst and all that, the multiple choice really got me this time, I’m not good with history! The essay I think I should of done ok on, I didn’t organize it really well but I only had 2 hours for the exam and I didn’t exactly research it like I should have. And I’m still waiting for the results of Friday’s exam for BIO and CISC…
At least I haven’t had to go to work for almost a week now, but I got to go in at 8 AM on Wed so I can make my Acct exam. That class is probably the only one I’m not to concerned with. For some reason that stuff just makes sense to me, but not this stuff in stats or international economics. The monetary and fiscal polices just confuse me to no end and considering like most of the stuff we learn are theories that simply don’t hold true in the real world is even more confusing.
That’s really all there is left of school, I won’t have to deal with them for a straight month at least after this. I haven’t registered for Spring classes and I just may not, I suppose it may depend on how well I do this semester and what things happen between now and then. I have definitely lost a scholarship, but I suppose it’s no biggie. I just got to pay more now.
So Shawn and me are gonna go out. I said I wouldn’t but, it seemed so natural to just agree when he asked. I don’t know what will become of this and right now I’m probably overthinking the entire situation, but it’s funny that I could so easily say ok to him, but with someone else I couldn’t even agree to the mere idea of going on a date with them. What is wrong with me? It wasn’t even just a simply like No, but I seriously started freaking out on the person when they brought it up, I mean now I guess I kinda know that I must not like them as much as I thought or made myself think or just whatever. Back of my mind though, I’m still trying to find reason for my decisions or understand why…
And lastly who wants to hit the powder on Jan 27th? I want more people that I know to go!!!